Damn I wish I
didn’t take so long off in between posts! Too much has happened for me to even
attempt to write everything down, but I’ll do my best to get the highlights.
First and
foremost in those highlights – my weekend trip to Poland! CIEE, the program I’m
on, has three big out of the country trips that they help to organize (in
addition to all of these cool trips within the Czech Republic) to Berlin,
Vienna and Krakow. This past weekend was Krakow (Vienna is in a few weeks and
I’m really excited)! Eva, our guide, organized the entire trip for us, so we
didn’t have to worry about anything except where to eat. Eva is awesome by the
way! She’s a professor and a tour guide in her spare time so she’s really knowledgeable,
which is always fun, but she sprinkles in healthy dose of good humor, laughter
and a spry sense of humor to brighten everything up.
The biggest
reason I signed up for the school version of Krakow instead of trying to see
the city on my own dime was because their trip went to Auschwitz. Going to
Auschwitz on my own would have eaten an entire day on my own but only took a
few hours of the first morning with the program because we had our own bus.
It’s not that I wanted to see
Auschwitz, it’s not a sight you look forward to, but I felt like I almost
needed to see it in order to understand. I can assure you however, that after
seeing it, I do not understand the Holocaust any more than I did before and
actually cannot say that I understand any of it anymore.
I went to a
Jewish day school until the third grade and by the time I left and transferred
to a secular school I knew more about WWII and the deaths of six million Jews
than I did about the American Revolution and George Washington. That number, 6,000,000,
is repeated so often that I became desensitized to it. No, I never lost sight
of the fact that it’s a big number; even after 1,000 iterations, I would never
say it’s small. Still, it is a number and that’s how it’s presented. A digit,
large though it may be, stripped of the lives it represents. How then are
children supposed to understand what the Holocaust actually meant, what it was
and how it came to be?
I still don’t
know the answers to these questions and I would be surprised if anyone really
did. As with many calamities befalling a religious group it was once claimed
that it was god’s punishment for some sins committed in the past, but I don’t
believe that. There is no rational explanation for the Holocaust, the
systematic, state-sponsored, murder of six million Jews and hundreds of
thousands gypsies, homosexuals and mentally disabled. When talking about
numbers like that though, it’s easy to lose the trees in the forest. The
numbers are staggering enough on their own – six million Jews is about three
times the current population of Paris or twice that of Berlin – but even one
murder would have been too many.
Now back to the
trip and how I got back to the micro situation. We started our tour of
Auschwitz at eight in the morning and were walking through the Auschwitz I as
the dew was lifting. Some of the barracks have been converted into museum
exhibits to commemorate the events that took place there. The exhibits walk you
through the daily life of the prisoners in the camp (many of the initial
prisoners in Auschwitz I were Polish POWs) but where it really excels (if you
can even say that) is the paraphernalia that has survived. Warehouses of
suitcases, glasses and tins remained in Auschwitz after the Nazis burned the
camp during their exit – evidently they didn’t find them valuable enough to
bring with them in their hurried escape in front of the Allied forces. The two
that carried the greatest weight though were the shoes and the hair. Thousands
upon thousands of shoes piled into miniature mountains stood as a memorial to
those whose feet no longer wore them. The shoes came in all sizes from adult to
infant. And then there was the hair. The Nazis shaved the prisoners’ heads and
burned or recycled it, but they didn’t have time to use it all and some of it
remains. That makes it sound like there wasn’t a lot, but there is more hair in
this exhibit than I ever want to see again in one place. This hair, which
belonged to, someone just hours before they were killed and some of which
remained in braids. The braided hair was what set me off. That’s when I saw the
trees in the forest. That’s when I realized that six million was not just a
number but it referred to six million individuals, six million people with
families, with their own histories – six million stories.
I wish that was
the end of the tour and from there I could go to the bus and try to think about
a happier subject, but after finishing the tour of Auschwitz I with the
crematorium we went to see Auschwitz I’s big demented sister, Treblinka. Like
Auschwitz I, Treblinka manages to arouse sensations long dormant within;
emotions you wish would remain that way. Treblinka, a death camp, the last stop
for millions of souls, raises questions I didn’t want to face. Questions that I
wish I never had had to ask.
The tour of
Treblinka ended in front of the destroyed crematorium and gas chambers and we
were given thirty minutes before we had to return to the bus. I walked around
the rubble to see the other side where a memorial had been erected “to the
memory of the men, women and children who had fallen victim to the Nazi
genocide.” The memorial was in front of two small ponds in which the remaining
ashes left in the crematorium had been gathered and deposited.
The only “nice”
part of the experience came at the very end. In front of the destroyed gas
chambers and crematorium a tour group of Israeli teens gathered and led by a
young girl sang a beautiful prayer in Hebrew, while some of them waved and
others draped themselves in Israeli flags. In the desolate landscape that is
Treblinka the sweet notes of the prayer stood in stark contrast to their
surrounding and provided me with a brief respite from hours of dark thoughts
about how the Nazis had dedicated themselves to the eradication of a foreign people.
65 years ago, the murder of millions of Jews had taken place on those very
grounds. 65 years later, Jews had returned, this time freely, to remember. May
we never forget.
I don’t know how
to transition from Auschwitz and Treblinka. I don’t think there really is a
smooth transition. So I’m thankful to Eva for giving me a few hours between
Auschwitz and Krakow to process and orient myself before trying to put on a
happy face and explore the city of Krakow. Unfortunately, I don’t have that
capability with the blog, so I hope you can bear with me.
By the time we
got into Krakow we were all exhausted and Eva hadn’t put anything on our
itinerary in anticipation though she did offer to take us on a short walking
tour to orient us in the city. Most people went and took a nap (remember, the
bus departed Prague at midnight and we were awoken to breakfast at 6:30, so the
only sleep we had was that which were able to grab on the bus) but I wanted to
try and normalize my sleep schedule after my late night prepping for my Charles
IV presentation last week.
Krakow is a really interesting city and one of my features is the divide between the old and newer parts of the city. If you look at Krakow from a bird’s eye view you see a “green line” that surrounds the city. That line, which is really a park, is built on the land where the castle walls had stood. The park is both very pretty, especially in fall (can I get a hooray for fall?) but also functional historically as it preserves the old borders without dividing the city.
Eva took us to
the main square in Krakow’s old town and started pointing in various directions
and telling us what we could find if we walked that way. She also mentioned
that using your Czech could be a little dangerous as there were instances of
innocuous Polish verbs that were spelled identically to one of those
four-letter verbs not used in civilized conversation in Czech. And with that
warning, we were set loose.
I stuck with
Devin who seemed to have an idea of what he wanted to see and where he was
going (always a good thing for a directionally challenged individual like
myself). Together with Harison and Andy we ventured into the unknown and
discovered little pieces of Krakow. We started in the cloth market – one of the
oldest markets in Krakow historically traders traded, you guessed it, cloth.
Today it’s a bit more of a bizarre with small knickknacks, some furs and
artwork for sale. Though I was enamored with some very colorful boxes, I
survived the market without opening my wallet.
As we were
exiting the square we noticed some wooden pianos that were painted. For my
fellow Minnesotans, the pianos reminded me of the Peanuts gang that sprang up
around the Twin Cities following the death of Mr. Schultz at the beginning of
the millennium, but instead of Snoopy and Charlie though, they were pianos. It
was only later that I learned the pianos were in memory of Chopin who died 200
years ago and had visited Krakow on several occasions and was Polish (another
fact that I learned later).
The four of us
walked around for a little over an hour, making a quick circuit of the old town
while wetting our appetite – for the city and for some Polish pirogi. We found
some pirogi for dinner, and they were good.
We went to a
posh little restaurant not far from the hotel for dinner called The Baroque.
The restaurant was recommended to us by the hotel as having good pirogis (they
weren’t lying) and because they could offer us a discount – 5% off the bill?
I’ll take that, thank you. Andy didn’t make it to dinner, but Martha filled the
vacancy and the four of us had a really fun dinner talking about everything,
from Movies to Cosmo to Major League Baseball (can you guess my least favorite
topic?). After dinner we stopped by a bar called Dog in the Fog (Will Always
Find His Way Home), but since I hadn’t napped and was barely functioning on my
few hours of sleep over the previous three days, I didn’t even stay for the
first beer and went to bed. Call me lame, but I prefer to wake up in the
morning alert and ready to go instead of weary eyed and exhausted.
Saturday morning
was our big touring day of Krakow and Eva organized a tour of the Jewish
Quarter, the Jewish Ghetto, the Castle and Old Town. Interestingly, the Jewish
quarter, not the Jewish ghetto was in greater disrepair in the early nineties
when Steven Spielberg began shooting Schindler’s List, and as a result, the
movie, which depicted the ghetto, was actually shot in the Jewish quarter
instead of the ghetto. Schindler and the movie would remain focal points of the
tour, coming up again and again as we walked the streets of the Jewish quarter
and ghetto.
I think the most
interesting point that our tour guide made in relation to Schindler and the
subsequent biopic was how the movie could be considered responsible for the
revitalization of the Jewish quarter, which today was one of the nicest
neighborhoods in the city.
Our tour
included visits to the oldest synagogue in Krakow, Ghetto Heroes’ Square, the
castle, palace, cathedral, and basilica among others. Due to time constraints,
the tour kind of rushed us through the Jewish ghetto, so Devin, Martha,
Harrison and I returned afterward to explore it more on our own.
Before returning
to explore on our own though, we took a break in touring for lunch and ice
cream. The tour concluded at the cloth market, so we were very centrally
located, but the directions Eva gave us for a traditional Polish restaurant
were lost in translation. Fortunately, Martha was prepared with her Lonely
Planet guidebook and found a little restaurant a short walk away for us to try.
The restaurant, completely vacant other than one other patron, was quaint to
say the least. The walls were painted a rich green and each table was set as if
to host a banquet reminding me of a scene from a book describing a royal feast.
Even though lunch was quite filling, we felt obliged to follow it up with some
dessert.
One of the first
things Eva told us about Krakow was about an ice cream parlor that she found
last time she was in town which served “buckets” of ice cream. Finding this
promised land of iced cream and sugary goodness became our mission of the trip.
We searched the day before and found an ice cream shop that seemed like it
could qualify, but since we couldn’t find “buckets of ice cream” on the big
board we decided to try again the next day. It turns out that we had actually
found the right store and had simply ordered incorrectly. Now, it should be
mentioned that a bucket in America is different than a bucket in the Czech
Republic or Poland, but when we returned on Saturday, we found the menu and saw
options we were previously unaware of. We settled on these…
And they were
good!
Okay, so after
the ice cream we made our way back to the Jewish Ghetto so that we could get a
better look at Ghetto Heroes' Square, the remaining pieces of the ghetto wall
and actually walk through the Schindler Museum, which had been recommended to
us as one of the best museums in Europe, with a permanent exhibit on WWII in
Poland and Krakow but didn’t focus exclusively on the story of Oskar Schindler
and his life. The reviews were spot on! Starting at Ghetto Heroes’ Square we
appreciated the public art dedicated to the memory of the Jews who lived in the
ghetto before trying to find the remaining ghetto walls and the museum.
The chairs in
Ghetto Heroes’ Square are supposed to commemorate the over crowdedness of the
ghetto which forced so many Jews to leave their furniture in the square because
they didn’t have room inside the walls, the lost lives (as the chairs are now
empty and isolated) as well as provide a rest for the weary today. After the
square, we started walking toward the museum and ghetto wall – or at least the
direction I thought they were in.
Though it turns out I was walking exactly opposite the museum and ghetto wall,
I remain convinced that I heading the same direction as the bus had gone only a
few hours before. After making a few turns though and not knowing where to go
next, I stopped when I saw a tour guide coming and asked if he could just point
us in the right direction. He instead insisted on us joining his tour since he
was going there anyway. It was a free tour so we joined and though we tried
several more times to embark on our own, the guide was convinced that we would
get lost and that it would be better just to wait a few extra minutes and go
with him. It turned out to be educational and he showed us a cool tunnel on the
way to the museum, so I don’t have any complaints. Besides, we got to the
museum without getting lost again, which is always a plus.
The museum is
really fascinating and incredibly put together. Each room has its own theme and
as you travel from room to room you are transported to a different period and
place in history. Some of the rooms are terrifying in their presentation (two
rooms in particular – one with three large flags of the Nazi
party hanging floor to ceiling and positioned in a way that you could not
go around them but were forced to walk through them and the very next room
which had swastika tiling) but those too passed. One of my favorite rooms was
the room for the Krakow ghetto which was designed to feel like a suffocating
space with the walls appearing as the walls of the ghetto (which also resembled
tombstones in a Jewish cemetery) but aside from the awesome power that the room
held, the some of the documents that survived from the ghetto were in the room
including notes that Roman Polanski wrote as a child before escaping the
ghetto. Say what you will about the man, it was really inspirational to see
into the mind of the young storyteller.
We had been told
that the museum requires at least two hours and that some people even spend
four hours in the museum in order to see it all. The layout of the museum
follows the IKEA model, that is, you are forced to walk through the entire
museum in order to reach the end. We had a little over two hours before closing
when we arrived but we were still rushed through the last room by the employees
who were closing the museum for the evening. I think that’s honestly the best
accomplishment of a museum – to keep its visitors interested for hours that
they don’t want to leave. So, if you ever find yourself in Krakow, make sure to
dedicate a few hours of your stay to the Schindler Museum, it’s worth it!
By the time we
left the museum, the sun had set and darkness had descended on Krakow, leaving
us to navigate our way back to the city center by moon- and streetlight. Did I
mention that I’m directionally challenged? Well, we decided to take the tram
rather than walking since Devin and I had already bought return tickets (look
Ma, I’m learning!). Unfortunately, the map for the tram didn’t have major
landmarks on it and instead listed only the names of the stops, so I was able
to convince the group that I knew where we needed to go, insisting “I got this”
several times to Devin. Turns out, I was about a kilometer off, but don’t
worry, I had it. Martha had a compass in her bag (because who doesn’t carry a
compass at all times?) and a map so I was able to get us back to the hotel
without asking for directions. Though I think the others were not happy that I
took them out of their way, I’m confident one day they’ll thank me. I mean, if
I hadn’t gotten them lost, they would never have seen that part of the city. I’ll
patiently wait for my thank you cards.
Saturday evening
was certainly one of my favorite nights abroad so far! After an awesome Indian
dinner we explored the local nightlife a little and met up with most of the
rest of the program at a bar and club not far from the restaurant. Without cash
or desire to borrow, I spent the night sipping on the remaining tonic from my
friends’ gin and tonics, but that didn’t get in the way of me having fun. In
fact, some times I find it equally entertaining to sit back and watch people
interact. Inebriated individuals will ping back and forth with an almost
inhuman energy, jumping from room to room, conversation to conversation, and
topic to topic with no hesitation. I spent nearly two hours at the club just
trying to keep up with my friends before a few of us called it a night and
headed back to the hotel.
Arriving back at
the hotel around two, my fun for the night really was just getting started. Back
in the states, Madison was playing host to the Ohio State Buckeyes, so I pulled
out my laptop, hopped on the hotel’s wireless and tuned in to watch the Badgers
beat the number one team in the nation for the first time in 30 years with
Laura. I stayed up until nearly five to catch the final seconds and watch as
5000 students rushed the field. Living abroad is a tremendous experience and
one I’m sure I won’t be willing to trade for anything in life, but at that
moment, when I saw the Badgers beat the Buckeyes, when I knew my friends were
rejoicing on the field in Camp Randall, I wished I was home to participate.
I’ve been homesick a few times on this trip, but this I think was something
else. Sure, I missed home, I wanted to be at school and celebrating with my
friends, but that was also one of those moments when I realized just how
special Madison is.
That makes it
seem like I didn’t realize how amazing Madison and the University of Wisconsin
are before, which is not true, just that I have a new found appreciation. I
have not always been the biggest fan at the sporting events I have attended as
a student at UW (sometime even cheering for the University of Minnesota or
Duke), and I have been criticized for my distinct lack of Badger apparel. I
don’t know if I’m ready to cheer against the Gophers or Blue Devils yet, but
this week has been eye-opening in how much the University of Wisconsin –
Madison means to me. It’s as much a part of me at this point as my hometown or
my high school. It’s where I have met my best friends, where I have learned who
I am, and where I have grown up.
So what does
this mean? Well, I don’t know yet, but I’m excited to find out. In the short
run, I am trying to catch up on lost time by buying some Badger shirts and Teaching Prague How to Bucky.
To quickly wrap
up my trip to Krakow before getting into the video – on Sunday we visited
Krakow’s salt mines. I’m not a huge fan of mines – call me crazy, but a
collapsible corridor several hundred feet below the surface of the earth just
doesn’t seem like a place I want to go for fun – but these mines were better
than most. At least these didn’t combine collapsible and subterranean with
claustrophobic like the silver mines in Kutna Hora.
From the mines
we made the seven hour bus ride back to Prague which is increasingly feeling
like home.
When I got back
to my flat I saw that I had a message from Lisa asking what time I would be
free to shoot a Teach Me How To Bucky movie. I’d seen the Zooniversity edition
start popping up on Facebook a week or two ago at this point but hadn’t given
any thought to making our own version. Lisa clearly had bigger plans and so we
found some time to get some work in. I don’t think I’ve made a video since I
was kid with my brother and our neighbors using our over the shoulder VHS video
camera. Sunday night, in between working on various assignments, I would think
about how we could pay homage to the original video while showing off Prague.
Personally enamored with the pedagogic components of the song, I wanted the
video to follow the story of Badgers abroad teaching the country to Bucky.
Ultimately, Lisa
maintained creative control of the video (and no complaints here – it’s
AWESOME), but I think some of the things I wanted in the movie are represented
in the final cut either consciously or otherwise. Aside from having an awesome
time going out with Lisa, Tessa, and Bara to shoot the movie, a few parts stand
out in the movie. First and foremost, the little girl who is dancing with Lisa
and me in front of the statues was just out with her father as he took photos
of the statues when we arrived. In broken Czech, I asked her if she wanted to
learn how to dance. In Czech, where verbs can assume the pronoun, that sentence
becomes three verbs: Chceš se učit tancovat?
Initially her father wasn’t the biggest supporter of the idea (something about
a stranger approaching his five year old daughter asking is she wanted to dance
didn’t sit well with him, I don’t know), but the little girl wanted in and the
father eventually acquiesced. Another of my favorite parts of the movie comes
when the break-dancers get screen time. Though I wasn’t there for the filming
of that segment, this crew is always at the metro stop I take to go home from
school (they’re literally the best part of my day every day). I haven’t had the
courage to talk to them yet, but I mentioned them to Lisa and she got them to
participate; I’m hoping that this means that if I do eventually get the courage
to talk to them, they will be willing to teach me a few moves that I can bring
with me back to the states.
That’s my week.
Give or take a ton of details that I wish I could remember or had time to write
about but hopefully eight pages will satiate you until I have time to post
more. Also, remember to check shuttersandsounds.wordpress.com for pictures that
I haven’t had time to post on this blog.
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